Lady October’s blog

So, I'm having lots of thoughts run around in my head today. Not that I don't usually have thoughts run around in my head. But the past few days I've had more than I normally do. I blame it all on the season. Autumn is the season for change in my life. And I've had lots to think about the past few days. Lots of thought changes and all that stuff. Lovely stuff. Lots of lovely stuff....

I dislike being bossed around. Do you? I'm sure you do. But I do more than usual. It's fully the fault of being bossed around (bordering control freakness) by certain controlling people in my life. So I've tapped into my inner Athena, my Hecate, my Morrigan. And started to let loose a little and started to think of ways to get back my life. Heeheehee. I've kind of turned into a bitch. Well, at least one tough girl. I'm rubber you glue, whatever comes from you bounces off me, and sticks to you. And bites you in the ass. I also would like to say that I blame this all on my Mom. She's the one that always teaches us girls to take care of ourselves by whatever means necesary. It's not entirely her fault - she's had to learn it the hard way.

And the funny thing is - certain members of my family think that she's a lazy bum. And think that they've gone through hell and back and she's never been through anything and that everything that has happened to her - was her choice. Well you know what? That isn't true. And I'm sick and tired of them bashing my mother. Seriously. Wouldn't you want to kick the ass out someone who bashed your mom? I certainly do. It's a natural instinct. A unlucky person insult your mother: natural instict prevails: and kick their freaking butts to kingdom come.

Okay. I'm done with my rant. I think...yeah. I'm all done. I shall have to post more later.

Love,

Lady October

Hello Everyone,

Well...I have to admit I never quite moved out. I've decided that as much as I want to fold my own socks and do my homework on a kitchen table I should probably stick to the sticking at home for now. That ways I can get through college with out taking out a loan. But let me just say: I really dislike living at home. I much rather have my own place where I'm free to be myself. But...sacrifices, sacrifices, sacrifices.

I am truly excited about Fall. It seems to have entered with a gush of Autumness. I love this time of year. The leaves begin to fade and sprinkle down from their homes. There is also that smell, I can't quite place it. It's just the smell of Fall, of Autumn, of this season. I can't wait to go out and do my usual shopping spree. I get to buy shoes, sweaters, jeans, sweater, and sweater, and did I mention sweaters? I really like sweaters. I really really really do!

And last but not least - I have a sense that something is coming. Always around this year - my life changes dramatically. In the past it usually means something comes out to change my perspective, I have a change of social scenes, I have a spiritual awakening. But this year it's different. Something big is going to happen. And not something felt in the heart, or something but something material and lifestylish.

Lady October

Well,

Times have certainly changed for me. Has anyone ever gone through a period of months that changed your outlook on life permanently? I have gone through that life experience recently, and I can't say that I'm not relieved. It's a daily struggle to remove myself from my old ways of thinking and placing myself in the life I want to live. It'd difficult. But I'm trying and I do believe I am succeeding.

I'm looking into moving out of my parent's house. (One of the many results of my life experience) So now I am finding myself thinking of random things to do when I'm out on my own. It's extremely funny - the things I think of are extraordinarily ordinary and silly. Here a few on the top of my head:

1) I want to eat ice cream out of a tub while watching scary movies (mostly consisting of vampires, werewolves and other paranormal flicks).

2) I want to fold my own socks (one of my household chores is to fold families socks. I would like to fold my own and only my own for a while)

3) I want to have a set of bathroom hand towels that match (most preferably with something cute on it - turtles, duckies, or perhaps fishies).

4) I want to talk on the phone later than 9:00 at night (my parents have strict phone rules).

5) I also would like to do homework on a kitchen table - I'm no longer allowed for reasons I do not know, maybe it's because I have a desk in my room or something like that.

There are a few more but those are mainly it. It can be quite amusing when you start to think of all the little things you would like to do.

Always the best,

Lady October

Hello,

Well, it's been a rather interesting past few months. I've been busy with my first semester of college. My grades are okay, but not what I wanted, but I guess that means I'll just have to do better next semester. You never know how to do better, unless you don't do good at first.

I've been writing in a empty book (I guess it's not so empty since I've been writing in it) and it's been fun, because all I've been writing is stuff that strikes my fancy. Anyone who is reading this, should try it. I put poems, quotes, random thoughts, favorites and etc. It's one of my favorite things to do, as of right now. I'm a very flitty person, I like to do stuff whole heartedly, until something else catches my eye, and then watch out, I'm on to something else. :) But I'm sure that is just human nature or something intensly (sp?) thoughtful like human nature.

Other than that, that's all that's been going on in my life. And again, my place is a disaster zone, and I must go try to remedy that. Again....

Lady October

Hello Everyone,

This is my first official blog. And I do have to say that I'm not quite sure what to say. So I guess I'll start by telling you why I decided on Lady October. It all started on a windy blustery day...okay just kidding. I just like the name. October is a wickedly awesome month and I've always thought it was utterly romantic to be a Lady. So Lady October it is. Quite fun.

Well, It's my sister's birthday celebration today and my grandparents and uncle are coming. My room is a mess, and so I'm off to remedy it.

Lady October